07/14/25

ok so maybe I have a spending problem. during the “hyping” of the switch 2 i was resolute in not purchasing one but push comes to shove June 5th comes around and im at target at 8 in the morning in line… waiting to buy a switch 2. The line was long and honestly i was concerned whether or not id be able to get one with all the people there. funnily enough though after talking to a couple people in line rathersurrounded by people waiting in line to get pokemon cards. i returned it within a week of realizing that i do not want a Switch 2. I have no desire for one now as well—weird way to get that out of my system lol.

i just finished reading slam dunk and holy shit that was awesome. Prior to this series ive never gotten the “on the edge of your seat” locked in feeling from a comic/manga. always been engaged but my literally did cry in the last chapter, such an amazing pay off to a wonderful series. i will be thinking of mitsui and sendoh for the coming weeks. i read this manga called holyland a few years ago and inoues cut-ins explaining basketball stuff makes me want to re-read it. maybe that is next book? something left with me by slam dunk is a longing for community. really loved its world and how the other teams were depicted. i think a big part of what’s missing from my life are both something creatively fulfilling and a community in that space. seeing the love that inoue wrote in those boys is simply inspiring.

finally watching twin peaks the return and somehow mr c is even more creepy than bob. I don’t know if it’s the constant grime on him or his hair but kale looks so off— which is great because that’s the intent. part 8 was insane. i wish more studios gave David money just to do whatever he wanted. Ronnie Rocket could have been something really special… Antelope Don't Run No More too….

been sprucing up my resume. I would like to find another new job by September or October.  maybe i need to pick up a new hobby. Skate again or get into basketball….. vote down bellow. ive been doing really poor in reaching out and speaking to people. Need to put more effort into connection. not fair to wall and disappear. My favorite food recently has been soft serve and danishes. I yearn for New England dairy barns at all times of the year. i could live off the two of them. Some music i have been listening to are the first gorillaz album and David Bowie low. I always have exmilitary by death grips in rotation as well. I like when my writing for this turns into rambling like a four year old. Imagine I’m smiling like this C: when I start writing like this. check out these pictures:

check out this YouTube video : https://youtu.be/a0OrpMl6SLU

prettty crazy that this site was linked on there. really great video! Alf autopsy is so cool…

thanks